Sometimes I'm fed up with my spiritual existence. Instead of forever hovering above I’d like to feel a weight … to tie me to Earth. I’d like, at each step, each gust of wind, to be able to say, ‘now’ … and no longer ‘forever’ and ‘for eternity’. To sit at an empty place at a card table and be greeted, even by a nod. Every time we participated, it was a pretense. Wrestling … catching a fish in pretense, in pretense sitting at tables, drinking and eating in pretense. Having lambs roasted and wine served in the tents out there in the desert. Follow us on Instagram@food.xyz.
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February 2nd, 2024 15:35
When the child was a child, it walked with its arms swinging.
It wanted the stream to be a river, the river a torrent... and this puddle to be the sea.When the child was a child, it didn't know it was a child.Everything was full of life, and all life was one. When the child was a child, it had no opinion about anything. It had no habits.It often sat cross-legged, took off running... had a cowlick in its hair, and didn't pull a face... when photographed.
Look.
The consolation of lifting one's head out here in the open... of seeing the colours enlightened by the sun... in all men's eyes.



February 3nd, 2024 04:35
Who are you? I don't know any more.
But I do know: I will no longer be a trapeze artist.
Must not cry. That's how it is.
It happens, not always as you'd like it.
Emptiness, such emptiness...
What shall I do?
Not think any more. Just be there.
Berlin... Here I'm a stranger, and yet it's all so familiar.
You can't get lost, you always end up at the Wall.
I'm waiting for my photo at a machine, and it comes out with another face.
That could be the beginning of a story.
The faces... I'd like to see faces.
Maybe I'll find a job as a waitress.
This evening scares me.
It's silly, fear makes me sick.
Only part of me worries, the other part doesn't believe in it.
How should I live? Maybe that's not the question.
How should I think?
I know so little. Maybe because I'm always just curious.
Sometimes I think so wrongly... because I'm thinking as if I was talking to someone else.